Tuesday, September 27, 2011

When






When you are rejected
When you feel dejected
When you are confused
When you are refused
When you are framed
When you are shamed
When you are sabotaged
When you are disparaged
When you are ignored
And totally deplored.
When you are taunted
When you are hunted,
And chased around,
Like a mouse,among cats.
When tried without facts,
And your words doubted.

When you are mocked
And by actions shocked.
When you are talked about
And tossed about.
When you are jeered at
And laughed at,shouted at.
When you are crowded
And your life shrouded
With lies and half-truths,
When your life is squeezed
From all sides,with sleaze,
Coming from all quarters
Young and old, all squatters,
Even in the fold.

When life is all about abuse
To keep the world amused.
When you feel totally forsaken
When you are to be forgotten and,
Written off by the world;

It should be all joy
And for sure, have joy.
Count yourself worthy
And never feel haughty.
Count yourself a winner
A rehabilitated sinner.
In a world of sinners.
Picked up from the snare
Rescued from the dust,
Given a pause, to inhale,
Deep breath.
And then set in motion
Fully equipped
For rescue missions
For those taking first steps
Of their journey to
When.

Chinwe Enemchukwu
September 25th 2011
Pictures courtesy of ChinweEnemchukwu.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

It is no secret---




Yesterday was the 10th anniversary of 9-11, representing the11th of September 2001, which has now been etched in history as 9-11. It seems like yesterday. I remember it clearly, playing out on television, like an action-packed horror movie. I have never been one given to movies to begin with,how much more horror movies. I had just come home from working the night shift and had settled down on the couch for the first phase of the day, when coffee consumed overnight wore off, to off and on watching of the morning television shows, and answering selected morning phone calls.

When the first airplane hit the first tower, I thought I was dreaming all the action unfolding before my very eyes, albeit hundreds of miles away. A phone call from my sister in the Northeast made it clear to me that I was not dreaming. I sat up and witnessed the most horrific act of wasting of innocent lives, and destruction of property, deliberately planned and fine tuned by man, and perfected and carried out. I was numb as I sat there watching, listening, witnessing the lives and dreams of fellow human beings being violated and destroyed, all because of hate. Innocent bystanders, taking the brunt of misplaced anger and hate.

I thought the worst pictures of gruesome evidence of man's crime and wickedness on man had already registered on my consciousness with experiences from the past, and the pictures of bodies jamming rivers during the Rwandan crisis. It seems as if one gets sensitized after seeing such horror over and over again and instead of fear, shock and nervousness, there is a resigned sense of deja-vu, or here we go again, the animal in man rearing his ugly head again. It is a sort of hopeless numbness or maybe slow-motion shock, as one has no control over the horror playing out. Turning it off will in no way make reality go away. All day long, the pictures of everything that happened on that fateful day continued to be recycled, with new stories of human bravery, stories of ultimate sacrifices of love, made by total strangers for others. Incredible stories, incredible realities, as the twin towers suddenly disappeared from the New York landscape, leaving piles of debris, a special kind of debris, holding remains of young and old, male and female, different nationalities, cultures, beliefs, all caught up in one act of hate.

As the days turned to weeks, and the weeks to months, the debris was carefully removed and sorted out. The human remains were respectfully taken care of and ground zero emerged. Ground zero has come a long way, just like the families who lost loved ones and dreams in the twin towers, the Pentagon and that open field in Pennsylvania. Time has brought closure and healing. Love from total strangers has done a lot in helping the victims cope. Faith has played a big role in bringing beauty out of the ashes of 9-11. Life will never be as it was before 9-11. A lot has changed and more change will come, but through it all, it remains very clear that human beings need each other to survive. A lot of hardship has been put in place, to improve security. Trust has been thrown to the winds and it remains very clear that life on this earth will never become a bed of roses,but will always have thorns mixed in with the roses. Maneuvering through those thorns, one can still catch the sweet aroma of the roses and can help those around make the best of life as well. When tragedies happen, it looks as if life would never go on, but with time, life slowly gets back to a new normal and life goes on. God has a way of putting it all back together and putting a rainbow in the sky again.

Each 9-11 since 2001, I remember a gentleman, the best hair cutter in town, who had started giving my boys haircuts after we found out about him. We were very excited about his work. He would do his landscaping business during the day, and then cut hair at home in the evening and people would line up and wait for him. He reminded me of the work ethic of family men and fathers of childhood days. He engaged the young clients with conversations about school, church and family, encouraging them to stay focused on school and to obey their parents. One day, news got to me that he had passed on, after an accident at work where he was cleaning up near a lake. I could not believe how such a thing could happen to such a man. His clients, were deeply hurt and confused. It was hard to find another barber with such a touch, but life went on. His tragedy kind of rolled into the 9-11 tragedy and each year, the memories come roaring back together, as one takes a moment to reflect on the dark days of life, and on God's hand in life and how He works it all together for good, even when we do not see it.
One of my old record finds, the other day, was a collection of inspirational songs by Elvis Presley, quite in good condition and one of the hymns on it reminded that "It is no secret, what God can do"------- So true.

Enjoy:





http://youtu.be/OTDWkXt56qU

Chinwe Enemchukwu
Onye Uwa Oma
na Orlando, Florida.
September 12 2011
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu

Down memory lane:WHEN THE SAINTS-----




During the Biafran war, people did everything in their power to support the war effort. I remember Sam Ojukwu, no relative of the Biafran head of state, but a fellow townsman and a great musician. He put together a fabulous choir of young men and women, boys and girls and they did a fantastic job. In addition to making his home church, St Mary's church, Uruagu, Nnewi, the place to be on Sundays mornings, they also travelled around entertaining Biafran troops.

Living at St Mary's at the time, which was my father's station before the war broke out, the church was right across the road from the house. Getting a good seat in the packed church on Suanday mornings was no problem at all. Get up on time, do what you have to do, get ready for church and walk across the street and pick out a good spot from where one can see the choristers very well. They never disappointed. They would come out of the vestry rocking gently to---" When the saints go marching in" and Mr Ojukwu, a Music lecturer at the University of Nigeria, Nsukka, would be on the organ leading them, supported by his orchestra. I had never heard the song until he introduced it. The whole church would move to the music with them until the choir had filed in and taken their seats. They would deliver again and again during the service, well known classics and his own compositions in Igbo, with which they encouraged the people as the war progressed and hardships increased.
The song--- When the saints remained one of my favorites.

While hunting for books a few years ago, I came across an old Decca long play record, one of of Loius Armstrong's classics, in very good condition. I bought it for less than one dollar, if not for anything, for the packet and the picture on it. The record was in good condition too, no scratches, and the number one song on it was " When the saints go marching in, followed by Bye and Bye ( we will understand it better), two of my favorite songs. I kept the record in a safe place with other such rare finds. This record was from 1954. The other day, I found a turntable, a record player with speakers in great condition and throw away price. This find created the opportunity to try some of my finds, old records,Louis Armstrong, and others, mostly jazz musicians. It was phenomenal. In the first song, he introduced himself as the Reverend "Satchmo" which was a nickname people had for him from around age fourteen. He then sang " When the saints go marching in". It was so incredible that I wanted to find it and share it, but I could not find that special rendition. I did find another one, though, even better, he had a member of his band dance to it, and she danced to it, just the way I did when I first played the record and I said " Chei what a coincidence ".

Anyway, I guess it is no coincidence, because the members of Mr Sam Ojukwu's choir came dancing in, just like that, during those good old days, even in those bleak days, and they brought smiles and tears to the eyes of people, who were dealing with different heavy issues and they reminded all of that hope of being in that number, when the saints go marching in.

I will be in that number, when the day comes even with all my imperfections, which have been made perfect by the total sacrifice made by Christ. Will you be in that number? Click on link below and enjoy, and have a pleasant day and blessed week.

Nwada Chinwe Enemchukwu
Onye Uwa Oma
na Oralndo, Florida
September 5 2011
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKndGinFN5c&feature=colike

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Kainji Dam------ Ogbu orimili 1





If new words which are foreign to a language are acquired, and added to a language, making them part of the vocabulary, Kainji needs to be added to the Igbo dictionary as a one word meaning "Ogbu orimili (ohimiri/oshimiri), killer of a great river. Orimili is reserved for large bodies of water, powerful, not for streams and small rivers.

I must admit that I was a nosy child, a much better word would be, inquisitive and I listened and picked up details. During discussions and conversations between visitors to the house and the adults, small details probably taken as unimportant in casual discussions, as part of the evening chatter, after a long day's work, and chairs are pulled under the "fruit" tree or on the veranda, to enjoy the evening breeze with colleagues, were carefully picked up and pondered on.
Visitors were always around in the evenings and on Sunday afternoons after church. We played records on gramophones with the needles, on Sunday afternoons and lounged around. No real work on Sundays. The gramophone sets with the dog and the logo-- " his master's voice."

When important visitors come from out of town, usually in their own vehicles, a rare occurrence in those days when very few people owned cars, relatives or friends would visit with their families, all the way from Lagos, Enugu or Onitsha, the big cities, or other towns, and turn the house into a recreation spot for us children. Around the dinner table for dinner,served with "efele owuwa" special breakable dishes reserved for visitors, happy chatter and laughter would fly back and forth, the latest in politics in the region, around the country,even around the world for the adults. Different topics, sometimes involving the children and their schoolwork and church would came up. Gifts and present came too.

I would "put my ear to the ground" togbo nti n'ani" and pick up everything. Some of the subjects, I did not even understand. To top it off, some of the stories about politics and world events would then appear in the Daily times and the Nigerian outlook, the two newspapers delivered daily to the house in those days. They would have those stories and even augment them with pictures. It was great fun reading those newspapers, but most of the fun came from connecting the stories to pictures and actual faces. I remember when Sir Winston Churchill passed away and my father picked up the newspaper and exclaimed--"Churchill anwuo"--- Churchill is dead, and then it was in the news, in English on the BBC, and VOA I believe, on the transistor radio, and in the vernacular news in Igbo. I kept wondering who Churchill was and why he was so important as to draw such a reaction. Later when I got a chance at the newspaper and was able to connect the name to a face, an impressive face of a big man, old, round cheeks, big nose, a big hat on his head and a cane ( walking stick), I concluded that he must have been an important man. The story about his part in World War11, to me read like a tale from ancient history. The family part of his life story I soaked in, his wife Clementine, whose name made me wonder if she had anything to do with the song "oh my darling Clementine, but then again, that Clementine in the song was dead and must have inspired Mrs Churchill's mother to name her in memory of the real Clementine. Churchill was in his early nineties when he passed and I wished my grandfather who had died earlier, in his early eighties was blessed to live another ten years into his nineties.
Another face on the newspapers all the time in those days was Nikita Krusechev. His name was always in the news and I wondered why his mother gave him such a first name and I actually asked, and after a good laughter, my father told me that his name was not really what I thought I heard. I thought they were calling him --nkita. I wondered why he was always in the news, morning and night and learned that there was some kind of argument between him and the leaders of other countries. When I got older and understood about the cold war, it all made sense.
In those early days, most of the words on the radio were mumbles to me, being British accent on BBC and American accent on VOA. People's names stood out in the newscasts and then a clear word here and there and the rest were mumble and lost. In the newspapers, the words were there, clear for one to read and pronounce anyway they pleased in the local accent. Even the obituaries and "in memoriam" sections were read and the pictures studied. Up to this day, I see stories in pictures and facial expressions and my children tease me for studying pictures rather than looking at them.

Around that period, I remember travelling to Lagos with my older sister for a holiday with relatives during one Christmas holidays. It was my first time going to Lagos and it was a big deal. I had been to Onitsha, Enugu, which I remembered very well. Port Harcourt and Aba, I had visited, but did not remember anything about them. Visiting big cities was a real adventure since we lived in rural communities, rural towns with their villages which did not have electricity or running water. Rural life was great and I will not trade the memories for anything, but going to the big city for a few days or weeks was like going to another world. The city lights, the cars and buses, the trains, yes trains, trains actually ran on tracks in Enugu and other cities, clean trains on clean tracks, no debris. I loved to hear the hoot of the trains when they approached.

There were usually people everywhere, and vehicles advertising different products, with their music blasting. The streets were very clean, quite unlike what we have today and people were safe. The police did their work and would direct traffic in their crisp uniforms and hats, standing in the traffic booth at round-abouts. I would stare and take in everything, the advertisements on the billboards, the mothers walking with their children on the sidewalks, their hair neatly braided. We were not allowed to come to school with breaded hair, so we wore our hair cropped very low, just like the boys. At night, the electricity came on and the street lights actually worked. People would sit outside and chat with neighbors and I could read with very clear light. Back home we read with kerosine lamps and once in a while, when my father had a lot of work to do, he would light his gas lamp which we called " aladin" because that was the brand name on it. It gave clear light like electricity.

Visits to the city were usually very brief. Sometimes I would travel to Onitsha with my mother to buy food in bulk, the produce like sacks of beans, onions, which we could not grow ourselves, bags of dried fish, mangala and stockfish and canned tomatoes when tomatoes were not in season. I went with her to carry the baby while she shopped. Sometimes she would strap the baby to my back with a wrapper and oja while we shopped. Those trips to the Onitsha market were very interesting, but very tiresome. We would walk through the market and there were so many people to greet, people from our village who lived and worked at Onitsha, some of them traders at the market. Then we would go to Ose Okwadu and to the river bank for fresh fish. I would stare at the boats and ferries all over the river and people moving in different directions, doing their work or shopping. The river bank was clean despite the crowd and the business transactions.

The River Niger was the lifeline to many families. They fished in it for livelihood, some worked on the ferries which ferried cars back and forth from Onitsha to Asaba, that was before the bridge was built and opened. There was life on the River Niger and there were stories, legends about the Niger. There were stories of people who had actually seen mamiwata "mermaid" bathing in the river. When people drowned in the river, it was always assigned to mamiwta and her annual quota of humans. When the Niger bridge was going up, it was rumored that mamiwata demanded a number of human heads before the construction started. Such stories made children afraid to go too close to any body of water for fear of being one of mamiwata's victims.
Stories and discussions on bringing electricity to all the towns started popping up. The government was going to put a dam across the Niger River, very far away and use the force of the restrained water to generate electricity and every family would have electricity, just like the big cities. What a day it would be when that happened, people thought. Everywhere would be like obodo oyibo. Then reality set in, when people who understood what was about to happen started opposing it. People in Agriculture who understood what such a blocking would do to the fishing industry and to the market gardens which depended on the river, started opposing the building of the dam. There was a lot of talk about the Kainji dam, the pros and cons. It was in the newspapers and on the radio. I remember my father going to meetings and the protest letters. Being in Agriculture, people would come to him to explain to them what the problem was all about and he would draw a diagram illustrating the blockage in the river's path and how the flow would be reduced and eventually affect the river downstream and the river will no longer flood during rainy seasons and deposit nutrients for farmlands and there would be no fish to catch.
The opponents to the dam lost out and the construction of the dam started. Halfway into it, the effects were crystal clear. Although the ferries were not needed anymore because of the bridge, the fishermen lost out totally as the river shrunk back. Businesses on the riverfront almost died. Market gardens suffered and then the war started. After the war, people were too traumatized to realize that the River Niger was very sick, was only a shadow of her majestic self, with sand islands and bare receding banks.

Very sad story indeed. To learn recently that the Kainji dam and the eighty- two mile or is kilometer, lake around it was, and is not generating any electricity for the people is criminal, to say the least. The Kainji dam, in my opinion, has by itself destroyed the River Niger and should be given the title---- Ogbu -orimili 1 of Nigeria.



Next : Crossing the River Niger on a ferry on the way to Lagos. Quite an adventure from a child's view.

Chinwe Enemchukwu
Orlando, Florida

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Quest!


Pressed hard from all sides
Like the squeeze of a boar constrictor.
Messed up at all sites
Like the trail of an alligator
In a body of water
Stagnant and muddy
From years of pollution and neglect.
The nation sits in depths of regret
As the people hang by their nails
To a sinking vessel.
A leaky vessel taking water
From faults
Man made faults
in the hull of the vessel.
Faults, there from years
of looting
of the public treasury
Years, too many for counting.
Blatant draining of public coffers
Of funds meant to be coffered
For schools, for tools,
For health care and people's welfare.
Funds meant for railroads, highways,
Seaports, airports.
Funds meant for bridges,ridges on farmlands.
Recreation for leisure and jobs,
For stadiums, and freedom
from boredom in youths.

Funds, chewed off and hauled off
To foreign banks
Like chunks of cheese.
Stolen by rats
In the dead of night.
Funds stolen in broad daylight, and
Stashed away as cash, homes and kind.
Hard to find.
Year after year, the runs are made
By waves of rats with cheese
Scurrying back and forth
Totally unrestrained.
Scurrying, by the very eyes
Of the cats there to guard.
Not a catch is ever made on their guard
Despite all the noise,
And grand poise,
Corruption reigns supreme
Eroding all the dreams
of greatness
As the vessel sinks,
Slowly
Taking in water,
Lots of water
Daily
From the faults, numerous faults
On the hull of the vessel.

The people hang on, as in a daze.
New faults are coming, gaping faults
Made by bombs and explosives
jammed in cars, getting past cat posts
Forcing death, untimely death, and injury
On the people.
Deafening sounds, terror,
Ground shaking horror, gruesome.
The people awake from their stupor
And ponder
And then they wonder
at their candor.
Candor, for the first time,
Candor.

All these years they took it
As in a jest,
The blatant abuse.
Having no rest
From east to west,
Took abuse at the behest
Of jesters, jokers and pranksters,
And remained happy, very happy
As in a daze.

Now wide awake
To face the test,
Just in time to do their part,
Not with bombs or bullets, but
With their brains, making inquiries
Sharp inquiries, one after the other
of the cats, the guards of the treasury,
Of their bosses, and the errand boys and girls
Sent by the people to speak for them.

The time is here for the people
To do their part.
Go on a quest.
The time is now.
Quest!

Chinwe Enemchukwu
August 30 2011.

Aburi---SOS


Aburi was on all the lips
across the land.
Hope and excitement were in the air.
Adults talked about the meeting
The children picked up bits and pieces
Of the excited chatter and debate
Over the Aburi meeting in Ghana.

Ghana, a good neighbor, weighing in
to help restore sanity and peace and
provide a safe heaven for a meeting
where no life would be regarded as worthless
and maybe wasted as thousands had been.

Following months, weeks, and days of strife
And severe blood letting, one last chance
To get it right, and put things back together, and
Forget the past and just move on as a nation.

New outlook, new attitudes, no more bloodshed
Was the hope of all.
Aburi, Aburi, hung over the air waves,
those few days of the Aburi peace talks.
The young people echoed the adults.
Aburi, and there would be peace.
Life would go on,
Violence would be gone
Strife all gone
At last.

They came home, the peacemakers
The Aburi accord was out for all takers.
They had done a fine job.
That soothing voice over the airwaves
Giving the report to his people.

It was in the air
Quite nice and fair
From what the adults said.
With this accord in place
None will have to face
Such horror and terror again.

Such awful things had happened
Unlawful, but still in place.
Happened here and there
With no consequences to face
By the culprits,
In mob action.

Aburi was in the air
Really nice and fair
There was jubilation
And lots of congratulations
From the bit I remember.
We were in the streets chanting
"On my honor as an Easterner,
On Aburi we stand"

Throngs of people matching
With arms in the air, chanting.
Had no clue what was happening
But match and chant we did,
School children sweating in the sun
Having lots of fun
Declaring
" On Aburi we stand"
Stumping the ground.
Anything to get out of class
And run around town, raising dust
" On my honor----
On Aburi we stand"

On Aburi we stood for many days
And weeks.
We stood on Aburi around the clock
Singing it every chance we got
By the chapel, students would flock
To take off a stumping to town
Shouting with a frown
" On Aburi we stand"

Then one last flocking to chapel
Parents were arriving
Teachers were crying
Missionary teachers devastated
Things looked complicated.

"Go home
There is war."


Flurry of activities
Students leaving hurriedly
Goodbyes said so hurriedly
Quick waves, uncertainty.
Roads crowded with cars.
End of school, so abruptly.

Who would have known
What was in store.
Who would have known
Friends never seen again
Songs never heard again
Innocence stolen forever
From children.
Lives destroyed.
Hopes and dreams lost forever.
A good life for ever cast away
Never to return.

Even forty years after the fact
Life is far removed from track
For a nation, once so blessed,
Marching forward, full of hope
And promise. Marching boldly
Alongside the rest of the world.
Who would have believed.

Today
Hope is alive
Faith must thrive
As a nation arrives
At a crossroad.
Bursting at the seams
with people it seems,
The time is ripe
To shed the stripes
And do the right thing-

Stand on something
" On no corruption"
"On healthy competition"
With the rest of the world.

Stand on something
" On good health care"
"On quality education"
" On hard work-
Farm work, road work
Homework, schoolwork"
Whatever it takes
to have a job.

Stand on something
to bring the country back to life.
" Honesty and fairness"
Stand on something.
Yes, it is time to stand on something.

Updated,
Even Aburi will do.
Thank God!

Chinwe Enemchukwu
August 19 2011

Monday, August 8, 2011

Broken

Broken
Totally broken.
Stricken
Thoroughly stricken.
Afflicted
with full affliction.
Defamed
with utter defamation.
Stripped
to bare bones.
A once thriving nation
now just a bad clone
of her true nature.
Had leaders, truculent
malevolent
Rotten to the core.

Leading
Desperate people.

Rivers defiled
Feculent
Forests burned
Pastures destroyed,
Farmlands polluted
Produce hardly esculent

Farmlands swallowed up by gullies
Unsightly gullies
dotting the landscape
and highways.
Gaping holes made by
feculent floods
rushing unrestrained.

Broken
Totally broken.
Stripped
of her past glory.

A nation of children
betrayed
and waylaid
by
Poor schools, no tools,
Bad roads, no roles
No jobs, rough hubs
Sickness.
No health care
Decadence
No conscience.
Pawkiness,
Preying on the naive
across the globe.

Poverty
abject poverty
grips the land.

Yet the oil flows
Yes, the oil flows
As the land dies
one day at a time.
As the mangrove swamps die
And seagulls cease to fly
The fish and crayfish fry
in the cesspools of oil
.
The ever burning flames
of natural gas flaring
Quite a hint of hell
Hot and fiery,
Bright and scary,
from Shell, BP and chums.

The money is flowing
The people are starving
No fish to catch
No farms to scratch
For a living.
The oil left the land
To turn dunes of sand
into rows of mansions grand
where the oil- rich float around
like fat cows in grand robes.
The people die in scores daily
All over the land.
Yet the bloated cows moo
nonchalantly.

Broken
Totally broken
What a token
of a nation.

Chinwe Enemchukwu
© August 8 2011