Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Shadows



The word shadow brings to mind different pictures. One thing common to all the possibilities that flood the mind about shadow, remains the fact that an image of the object in question, displays somewhere, and is exaggerated or diminished depending on the light source. I researched on shadow and all the sources I looked at agreed that a shadow is formed when an opaque object gets in the way of, or blocks a path of light. Since light travels in straight lines and cannot bend around the object, a shadow forms. The size and length of the shadow depends on the direction and position of the source of light. Shadows sometimes follow the opaque object, which maybe a person, or the shadow may lead ahead of the object or move alongside the object. Whenever a person gets in the way of light, a shadow is cast and the shapes of the shadow are different and interesting.
Before I start repeating myself in an attempt to clarify what I am trying to say, I will get to the point I am trying to make.

Two days ago, I stepped outside when the morning chill finally lifted and it was sunny and bright. It was about ten o'clock in the morning and I finally went out with the puppy to give him run around time. Living by the highway, though not directly on it, leaving the puppy unattended even for a little while can be fatal. While he ran around, I would take pictures with my cell phone, pictures of the puppy, pictures of flowers in various stages of development, a lone bee or two bees buzzing around busily doing their job, butterflies, even pigeons flying in packs, in circles or swoops. Regular birds are very suspicious and will take off for dear life.
I have learned a lot from observing the busy bees doing their work. They stay focused and mean business. They don't play around. The butterflies on the other hand, happily float around, as if with no care in the world. They float around from one flower to another doing their work, which seems insignificant, but is really very useful. Their floating around, just as the buzzing around of the bees accomplish the bearing fruits by plants and harvests.

As I waited for the butterflies and bees to settle down, I have to be still and not scare them away or make them feel threatened. My camera accidentally took shots and I knew I pictures of my foot or of the grass. The delete option would take care of the error, I thought. As I looked at the picture to delete it, I noticed I had taken a picture of my shadow, larger than life, but surely my shadow. That got me thinking about life in general, our lives, the shadows we cast when we get in the way of light, the marks we leave in the sand when we are done with our earthly work. Every week I read on the forums, obituary announcements for people in various stages of life, some very young, some middle aged, some old, some really old, who answered the call to eternity, which every human being must answer. Every human must one day fade away and be in the past and be referred to in the past tense. The memories left behind are really what matters and what counts and should motivate me I believe, to live life to the fullest, to enjoy what God has placed around me, family, friends,strangers, even when they become obstacles or stumbling blocks, one must get around the obstacles and focus on impacting the world in a positive way, changing lives, helping others, making the world a better place. Although it sounds easier said then done, it is possible to rise above ugliness and get to that point when nothing is worth getting angry about. At that point, one has really learned the truth realized by the psalmist in Psalm 91.1---1He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
If my shadow was that big, how big is the shadow of the Almighty? I deliberately took a few extra shots of my shadow and they were very different depending on the source of light. I learned something that morning and I am still learning. I am sharing this morning, a few more of my pictures, thank God for a good cell phone, I am slowly becoming an amateur nature photographer and getting better everyday. To God be all glory.
Chinwe Enemchukwu
Orlando, Florida
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu

Monday, October 3, 2011

DILEMMA






I don't believe in using insecticides in my garden. So I use mechanical means, hand picking of the pests when possible, knocking them off with a stick, or using soap, oil and water mix to spray on the plants. The bugs continued getting an upper hand and I was getting frustrated. The weather has changed this weekend, and a chill is in the air this morning, making it a little cooler than the mornings this past weekend. This morning, it is so cold that my morning glory flowers did not open, have not opened. They used to open up early and would be fully open with sunrise. Yesterday, they opened around ten o'clock, after the sun warmed up the air, chasing away the chill. The grass is turning brown and the plants have slowed down and on their way out. Earlier in the summer, I took pictures of some of the flowers and plants, as the war with the bugs raged. I could understand why farmers use insecticides on their crops. I used to complain about insecticides until I experienced the frustration of watching critters destroy crops and render all the effort in planting and caring for them useless.
The caterpillars, aphids and some other creatures whose names I don't even know descended on the tomatoes, squash, pepper, egg plant, corn, and spiders made egg pouches with the leaves of the bitter leaf and nchu-anwu plants, and when they hatched, there would be dozens of tiny green spiders crawling all over the place. The spiders would eat the caterpillars and grasshoppers, but they did not do the job fast enough and after I read somewhere that the green spiders were dangerous, I became afraid of them and had to spray them with a vegetable-safe insecticide.

My son thought it was hilarious that I was carrying on a physical war with the bugs, knocking them off with sticks, while they moved quickly from plant to plant or actually, the butterflies laid their eggs faster than I could get the caterpillars off and some of them were huge. The moth caterpillars, I knew from before, were the fuzzy, hairy ones and the butterfly caterpillars were bigger, bright colored and not hairy. There was this particular green caterpillar specie with a single horn on the head that grew very fat and could take a plant down in forty eight hours. After they won the battle on a tomato plant, I decided to let them have that plant and I started taking pictures of them as they developed. I focused on that one plant and within a few days, I realized that these creatures were actually helping me in other ways. I saw a yellow butterfly hanging on a twig, drying its wings after emerging from the cocoon. Not long after that, it joined other butterflies just like it, in sitting on my okra flowers drinking nectar. I caught a few snapshots of the show.
When the flowers fell off and the small okra pods came through and grew into the long pods, I saw the usefulness of the caterpillars and butterflies after all. At a time there was so much okra harvest that I chopped them and stored them in the freezer. Having harvested a lot of tomatoes also, I stopped fighting the caterpillars and within days, they shaved the tomato plants of their leaves and I let them have fun, while I had fun with the bright yellow butterflies with specks of colors on their wings. I started taking photographs of them hovering over the flowers. That became a morning routine that I look forward to. Then I took pictures of the bees too as they buzz around, one or two of them with the butterflies. Getting close enough to get a good shot got better with each passing day. Allowing them to settle down before trying to take pictures of them worked. Letting the bees crawl into the morning glory flowers before getting close and focusing, and getting a shot as they crawled out, worked. I enjoyed doing this every chance I got, until this weekend when the cool mornings arrived and the plants are slowing down, and flowers are not opening up. It has been fun and very relaxing.
I had taken over four hundred pictures with my cell phone over the weeks and have loaded them to my computer this weekend. I will share them as time allows.
My dilemma was whether to kill the caterpillars or not--- To kill or not to kill--- until I saw a bright yellow butterfly sitting on a matching bright yellow okra flower. The sight was too beautiful, and took care of my dilemma. I left the caterpillars alone. By God's mercy, if I have a garden next season, I may leave a few crops to the critters and pick them off some, to get my share. I think that will be fair enough.
Enjoy the pictures attached and have a nice day.

Nwada Chinwe Enemchukwu
Onye Uwa Oma
na Orlando, Florida
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Morning Glory





Morning Glory, of the class Convolvulaceae,
Botanical name, so musical,
Makes beautiful flowers shaped like trumpets.
Over one hundred species
In many spectacular colors named as such,
Heavenly blue, Scarlet O'hara
which is actually, not red, but deep pink,
Grandpa Otts,Pearly gates,Mt Fugi Mix,
Pure white, and other mixtures and names,
Just like species and mixes
of the human race.
Runs like human fate,
In one fleeting day.

Morning Glory
Beautiful heart-shaped leaves,
arranged on delicate,thin,crawling stems
Created to move,crawl around,and even climb,
Hanging on
To trees, fences, walls, other plants, and
Whatever lends itself as support.
The vine will hang on to produce and display
trumpet shaped, beautiful, colorful blooms
Opening wide in early morning, with drops from dew
On vibrant petals,
Looking at the morning sun with persistent hope,
Drenched with promise, full of life.

Attracting bees,butterflies, hummingbirds and bugs,
Ladybugs, spotted and beautiful.
To enjoy the beautiful vibrant flowers.
Habouring sweet nourishing nectar.
They oblige, landing, drinking and moving on
For others to get their share
Of nourishment and beauty.
On dozens of flowers.

Then come mid-afternoon and
The show comes to an end
As the blooms wilt and close
And access to the nectar goes
And the blooms sit smug in the sun
To die at nightfall.
Having fulfilled the one-day lifespan
A lifetime.
Bright and vibrant in the morning,
Nourishing, providing and offering
Life's needs and beauty.
Wilted and closed by mid day.
Present and displayed till dusk
Fading away with darkness
And gone by morning.
Making room for the next batch
of Vibrant fresh churning
Of blooms, a splash
Of colors drenched in dew drops
Ready for a splash of sunshine
To drink them, and the creatures
to follow, and repeat for sure,
the daily cycle of life.

Morning Glory tells
A story of love
played out in flowers
Like God's Glory
Sounding from trumpets
Early in the morning,
New every morning.

Chinwe Enemchukwu
September 27th 2011
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu

When






When you are rejected
When you feel dejected
When you are confused
When you are refused
When you are framed
When you are shamed
When you are sabotaged
When you are disparaged
When you are ignored
And totally deplored.
When you are taunted
When you are hunted,
And chased around,
Like a mouse,among cats.
When tried without facts,
And your words doubted.

When you are mocked
And by actions shocked.
When you are talked about
And tossed about.
When you are jeered at
And laughed at,shouted at.
When you are crowded
And your life shrouded
With lies and half-truths,
When your life is squeezed
From all sides,with sleaze,
Coming from all quarters
Young and old, all squatters,
Even in the fold.

When life is all about abuse
To keep the world amused.
When you feel totally forsaken
When you are to be forgotten and,
Written off by the world;

It should be all joy
And for sure, have joy.
Count yourself worthy
And never feel haughty.
Count yourself a winner
A rehabilitated sinner.
In a world of sinners.
Picked up from the snare
Rescued from the dust,
Given a pause, to inhale,
Deep breath.
And then set in motion
Fully equipped
For rescue missions
For those taking first steps
Of their journey to
When.

Chinwe Enemchukwu
September 25th 2011
Pictures courtesy of ChinweEnemchukwu.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

It is no secret---




Yesterday was the 10th anniversary of 9-11, representing the11th of September 2001, which has now been etched in history as 9-11. It seems like yesterday. I remember it clearly, playing out on television, like an action-packed horror movie. I have never been one given to movies to begin with,how much more horror movies. I had just come home from working the night shift and had settled down on the couch for the first phase of the day, when coffee consumed overnight wore off, to off and on watching of the morning television shows, and answering selected morning phone calls.

When the first airplane hit the first tower, I thought I was dreaming all the action unfolding before my very eyes, albeit hundreds of miles away. A phone call from my sister in the Northeast made it clear to me that I was not dreaming. I sat up and witnessed the most horrific act of wasting of innocent lives, and destruction of property, deliberately planned and fine tuned by man, and perfected and carried out. I was numb as I sat there watching, listening, witnessing the lives and dreams of fellow human beings being violated and destroyed, all because of hate. Innocent bystanders, taking the brunt of misplaced anger and hate.

I thought the worst pictures of gruesome evidence of man's crime and wickedness on man had already registered on my consciousness with experiences from the past, and the pictures of bodies jamming rivers during the Rwandan crisis. It seems as if one gets sensitized after seeing such horror over and over again and instead of fear, shock and nervousness, there is a resigned sense of deja-vu, or here we go again, the animal in man rearing his ugly head again. It is a sort of hopeless numbness or maybe slow-motion shock, as one has no control over the horror playing out. Turning it off will in no way make reality go away. All day long, the pictures of everything that happened on that fateful day continued to be recycled, with new stories of human bravery, stories of ultimate sacrifices of love, made by total strangers for others. Incredible stories, incredible realities, as the twin towers suddenly disappeared from the New York landscape, leaving piles of debris, a special kind of debris, holding remains of young and old, male and female, different nationalities, cultures, beliefs, all caught up in one act of hate.

As the days turned to weeks, and the weeks to months, the debris was carefully removed and sorted out. The human remains were respectfully taken care of and ground zero emerged. Ground zero has come a long way, just like the families who lost loved ones and dreams in the twin towers, the Pentagon and that open field in Pennsylvania. Time has brought closure and healing. Love from total strangers has done a lot in helping the victims cope. Faith has played a big role in bringing beauty out of the ashes of 9-11. Life will never be as it was before 9-11. A lot has changed and more change will come, but through it all, it remains very clear that human beings need each other to survive. A lot of hardship has been put in place, to improve security. Trust has been thrown to the winds and it remains very clear that life on this earth will never become a bed of roses,but will always have thorns mixed in with the roses. Maneuvering through those thorns, one can still catch the sweet aroma of the roses and can help those around make the best of life as well. When tragedies happen, it looks as if life would never go on, but with time, life slowly gets back to a new normal and life goes on. God has a way of putting it all back together and putting a rainbow in the sky again.

Each 9-11 since 2001, I remember a gentleman, the best hair cutter in town, who had started giving my boys haircuts after we found out about him. We were very excited about his work. He would do his landscaping business during the day, and then cut hair at home in the evening and people would line up and wait for him. He reminded me of the work ethic of family men and fathers of childhood days. He engaged the young clients with conversations about school, church and family, encouraging them to stay focused on school and to obey their parents. One day, news got to me that he had passed on, after an accident at work where he was cleaning up near a lake. I could not believe how such a thing could happen to such a man. His clients, were deeply hurt and confused. It was hard to find another barber with such a touch, but life went on. His tragedy kind of rolled into the 9-11 tragedy and each year, the memories come roaring back together, as one takes a moment to reflect on the dark days of life, and on God's hand in life and how He works it all together for good, even when we do not see it.
One of my old record finds, the other day, was a collection of inspirational songs by Elvis Presley, quite in good condition and one of the hymns on it reminded that "It is no secret, what God can do"------- So true.

Enjoy:





http://youtu.be/OTDWkXt56qU

Chinwe Enemchukwu
Onye Uwa Oma
na Orlando, Florida.
September 12 2011
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu

Down memory lane:WHEN THE SAINTS-----




During the Biafran war, people did everything in their power to support the war effort. I remember Sam Ojukwu, no relative of the Biafran head of state, but a fellow townsman and a great musician. He put together a fabulous choir of young men and women, boys and girls and they did a fantastic job. In addition to making his home church, St Mary's church, Uruagu, Nnewi, the place to be on Sundays mornings, they also travelled around entertaining Biafran troops.

Living at St Mary's at the time, which was my father's station before the war broke out, the church was right across the road from the house. Getting a good seat in the packed church on Suanday mornings was no problem at all. Get up on time, do what you have to do, get ready for church and walk across the street and pick out a good spot from where one can see the choristers very well. They never disappointed. They would come out of the vestry rocking gently to---" When the saints go marching in" and Mr Ojukwu, a Music lecturer at the University of Nigeria, Nsukka, would be on the organ leading them, supported by his orchestra. I had never heard the song until he introduced it. The whole church would move to the music with them until the choir had filed in and taken their seats. They would deliver again and again during the service, well known classics and his own compositions in Igbo, with which they encouraged the people as the war progressed and hardships increased.
The song--- When the saints remained one of my favorites.

While hunting for books a few years ago, I came across an old Decca long play record, one of of Loius Armstrong's classics, in very good condition. I bought it for less than one dollar, if not for anything, for the packet and the picture on it. The record was in good condition too, no scratches, and the number one song on it was " When the saints go marching in, followed by Bye and Bye ( we will understand it better), two of my favorite songs. I kept the record in a safe place with other such rare finds. This record was from 1954. The other day, I found a turntable, a record player with speakers in great condition and throw away price. This find created the opportunity to try some of my finds, old records,Louis Armstrong, and others, mostly jazz musicians. It was phenomenal. In the first song, he introduced himself as the Reverend "Satchmo" which was a nickname people had for him from around age fourteen. He then sang " When the saints go marching in". It was so incredible that I wanted to find it and share it, but I could not find that special rendition. I did find another one, though, even better, he had a member of his band dance to it, and she danced to it, just the way I did when I first played the record and I said " Chei what a coincidence ".

Anyway, I guess it is no coincidence, because the members of Mr Sam Ojukwu's choir came dancing in, just like that, during those good old days, even in those bleak days, and they brought smiles and tears to the eyes of people, who were dealing with different heavy issues and they reminded all of that hope of being in that number, when the saints go marching in.

I will be in that number, when the day comes even with all my imperfections, which have been made perfect by the total sacrifice made by Christ. Will you be in that number? Click on link below and enjoy, and have a pleasant day and blessed week.

Nwada Chinwe Enemchukwu
Onye Uwa Oma
na Oralndo, Florida
September 5 2011
Pictures by Chinwe Enemchukwu



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKndGinFN5c&feature=colike

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Kainji Dam------ Ogbu orimili 1





If new words which are foreign to a language are acquired, and added to a language, making them part of the vocabulary, Kainji needs to be added to the Igbo dictionary as a one word meaning "Ogbu orimili (ohimiri/oshimiri), killer of a great river. Orimili is reserved for large bodies of water, powerful, not for streams and small rivers.

I must admit that I was a nosy child, a much better word would be, inquisitive and I listened and picked up details. During discussions and conversations between visitors to the house and the adults, small details probably taken as unimportant in casual discussions, as part of the evening chatter, after a long day's work, and chairs are pulled under the "fruit" tree or on the veranda, to enjoy the evening breeze with colleagues, were carefully picked up and pondered on.
Visitors were always around in the evenings and on Sunday afternoons after church. We played records on gramophones with the needles, on Sunday afternoons and lounged around. No real work on Sundays. The gramophone sets with the dog and the logo-- " his master's voice."

When important visitors come from out of town, usually in their own vehicles, a rare occurrence in those days when very few people owned cars, relatives or friends would visit with their families, all the way from Lagos, Enugu or Onitsha, the big cities, or other towns, and turn the house into a recreation spot for us children. Around the dinner table for dinner,served with "efele owuwa" special breakable dishes reserved for visitors, happy chatter and laughter would fly back and forth, the latest in politics in the region, around the country,even around the world for the adults. Different topics, sometimes involving the children and their schoolwork and church would came up. Gifts and present came too.

I would "put my ear to the ground" togbo nti n'ani" and pick up everything. Some of the subjects, I did not even understand. To top it off, some of the stories about politics and world events would then appear in the Daily times and the Nigerian outlook, the two newspapers delivered daily to the house in those days. They would have those stories and even augment them with pictures. It was great fun reading those newspapers, but most of the fun came from connecting the stories to pictures and actual faces. I remember when Sir Winston Churchill passed away and my father picked up the newspaper and exclaimed--"Churchill anwuo"--- Churchill is dead, and then it was in the news, in English on the BBC, and VOA I believe, on the transistor radio, and in the vernacular news in Igbo. I kept wondering who Churchill was and why he was so important as to draw such a reaction. Later when I got a chance at the newspaper and was able to connect the name to a face, an impressive face of a big man, old, round cheeks, big nose, a big hat on his head and a cane ( walking stick), I concluded that he must have been an important man. The story about his part in World War11, to me read like a tale from ancient history. The family part of his life story I soaked in, his wife Clementine, whose name made me wonder if she had anything to do with the song "oh my darling Clementine, but then again, that Clementine in the song was dead and must have inspired Mrs Churchill's mother to name her in memory of the real Clementine. Churchill was in his early nineties when he passed and I wished my grandfather who had died earlier, in his early eighties was blessed to live another ten years into his nineties.
Another face on the newspapers all the time in those days was Nikita Krusechev. His name was always in the news and I wondered why his mother gave him such a first name and I actually asked, and after a good laughter, my father told me that his name was not really what I thought I heard. I thought they were calling him --nkita. I wondered why he was always in the news, morning and night and learned that there was some kind of argument between him and the leaders of other countries. When I got older and understood about the cold war, it all made sense.
In those early days, most of the words on the radio were mumbles to me, being British accent on BBC and American accent on VOA. People's names stood out in the newscasts and then a clear word here and there and the rest were mumble and lost. In the newspapers, the words were there, clear for one to read and pronounce anyway they pleased in the local accent. Even the obituaries and "in memoriam" sections were read and the pictures studied. Up to this day, I see stories in pictures and facial expressions and my children tease me for studying pictures rather than looking at them.

Around that period, I remember travelling to Lagos with my older sister for a holiday with relatives during one Christmas holidays. It was my first time going to Lagos and it was a big deal. I had been to Onitsha, Enugu, which I remembered very well. Port Harcourt and Aba, I had visited, but did not remember anything about them. Visiting big cities was a real adventure since we lived in rural communities, rural towns with their villages which did not have electricity or running water. Rural life was great and I will not trade the memories for anything, but going to the big city for a few days or weeks was like going to another world. The city lights, the cars and buses, the trains, yes trains, trains actually ran on tracks in Enugu and other cities, clean trains on clean tracks, no debris. I loved to hear the hoot of the trains when they approached.

There were usually people everywhere, and vehicles advertising different products, with their music blasting. The streets were very clean, quite unlike what we have today and people were safe. The police did their work and would direct traffic in their crisp uniforms and hats, standing in the traffic booth at round-abouts. I would stare and take in everything, the advertisements on the billboards, the mothers walking with their children on the sidewalks, their hair neatly braided. We were not allowed to come to school with breaded hair, so we wore our hair cropped very low, just like the boys. At night, the electricity came on and the street lights actually worked. People would sit outside and chat with neighbors and I could read with very clear light. Back home we read with kerosine lamps and once in a while, when my father had a lot of work to do, he would light his gas lamp which we called " aladin" because that was the brand name on it. It gave clear light like electricity.

Visits to the city were usually very brief. Sometimes I would travel to Onitsha with my mother to buy food in bulk, the produce like sacks of beans, onions, which we could not grow ourselves, bags of dried fish, mangala and stockfish and canned tomatoes when tomatoes were not in season. I went with her to carry the baby while she shopped. Sometimes she would strap the baby to my back with a wrapper and oja while we shopped. Those trips to the Onitsha market were very interesting, but very tiresome. We would walk through the market and there were so many people to greet, people from our village who lived and worked at Onitsha, some of them traders at the market. Then we would go to Ose Okwadu and to the river bank for fresh fish. I would stare at the boats and ferries all over the river and people moving in different directions, doing their work or shopping. The river bank was clean despite the crowd and the business transactions.

The River Niger was the lifeline to many families. They fished in it for livelihood, some worked on the ferries which ferried cars back and forth from Onitsha to Asaba, that was before the bridge was built and opened. There was life on the River Niger and there were stories, legends about the Niger. There were stories of people who had actually seen mamiwata "mermaid" bathing in the river. When people drowned in the river, it was always assigned to mamiwta and her annual quota of humans. When the Niger bridge was going up, it was rumored that mamiwata demanded a number of human heads before the construction started. Such stories made children afraid to go too close to any body of water for fear of being one of mamiwata's victims.
Stories and discussions on bringing electricity to all the towns started popping up. The government was going to put a dam across the Niger River, very far away and use the force of the restrained water to generate electricity and every family would have electricity, just like the big cities. What a day it would be when that happened, people thought. Everywhere would be like obodo oyibo. Then reality set in, when people who understood what was about to happen started opposing it. People in Agriculture who understood what such a blocking would do to the fishing industry and to the market gardens which depended on the river, started opposing the building of the dam. There was a lot of talk about the Kainji dam, the pros and cons. It was in the newspapers and on the radio. I remember my father going to meetings and the protest letters. Being in Agriculture, people would come to him to explain to them what the problem was all about and he would draw a diagram illustrating the blockage in the river's path and how the flow would be reduced and eventually affect the river downstream and the river will no longer flood during rainy seasons and deposit nutrients for farmlands and there would be no fish to catch.
The opponents to the dam lost out and the construction of the dam started. Halfway into it, the effects were crystal clear. Although the ferries were not needed anymore because of the bridge, the fishermen lost out totally as the river shrunk back. Businesses on the riverfront almost died. Market gardens suffered and then the war started. After the war, people were too traumatized to realize that the River Niger was very sick, was only a shadow of her majestic self, with sand islands and bare receding banks.

Very sad story indeed. To learn recently that the Kainji dam and the eighty- two mile or is kilometer, lake around it was, and is not generating any electricity for the people is criminal, to say the least. The Kainji dam, in my opinion, has by itself destroyed the River Niger and should be given the title---- Ogbu -orimili 1 of Nigeria.



Next : Crossing the River Niger on a ferry on the way to Lagos. Quite an adventure from a child's view.

Chinwe Enemchukwu
Orlando, Florida